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Friday, May 14, 2010

I'll Get My Peaceful World Back!

I haven't had any sleep yet. I'm going to work anytime soon and might not get any sleep at all. Other than the hot atmosphere lately because of the summer season, I have a lot of things in mind. Worries bother me so much. I just hope I can get through to all these mess I'm in. Sometimes I wish I can just disappear for a moment just to not feel hurt anymore or get myself to sleep so I can't think of all my worries. But sometimes they creep into my dreams. I wake up thinking about them again.

I'm alright. I know I can handle this. I just can't help but cry sometimes. I didn't mean any harm at all. Things just got out of hand. I'm not sure if I can still fix this. My peaceful world all of a sudden went crazy. Really crazy. I wonder why this is happening.

If it's going to get worse, I'm prepared for it, though. I have no one to confide to but God. I know He won't let me fall at all. He's always been my Rock, my Salvation!

Call me names. Call me anything you want. You'll just get tired because I won't fight. What's the use of fighting anyway? It's a waste of time and energy. I won't get myself miserable because that's what you want. I'll cling on what I believe in and no one can change that! I'll get my peaceful world back. You'll see!


""rare*jonRez"" said...

I'll say a prayer for you dear... May God gives you peace. He'll take care of you, like He always does! :)

bingkee said...

Ohhh....I feel for you. You know when troubles come, it might not be easy but all you've got to do is to bow down on your knees and lift your anxieties to God. Of course, you don't harm at all sweetie....maybe people have just misunderstood you. And this is happening not because of your fault...God takes time to listen to you. You are right, God is our Fortress, Our Comforter, and our Savior.....I'll pray for you.

ME said...

God's Blessings... Always remember HE's there waiting for your call.. Call to him, cry to him and lay all your burdens to HIS FEET...

ally said...


Thanks for dropping by... God bless you all...:D