Sad And Weary...

Sigh... I'm about to sleep. I'm sad and too damn tired. I didn't expect this day is going to get even worse. I'd better get some sleep and hope and pray that things are going to be alright tomorrow (crossing my finger).

I envy kids because they don't worry too much.

Let me leave it all to God. Please let me have a better day tomorrow, Father. Amen.

Happy 2nd Blogoversary, Lainy!!!

Happy 2nd Blogoversary, Lainy!!!

It's a great honor to have been once again part of your Blogoversary! And thank you Windy for making me part of the Heavenly Home project! May God bless both you!

Many more blogoversaries to come, dear cuz!!!

Lips Of An Angel - My Cover

Time for Music Monday once again!

It's time to post another one of my song covers. This time I'm playing the sinful song called "Lips Of An Angel" which is originally sung by Hinder. I hope you guys will like my version of the song! :D

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Enjoy!

Here's What's Cookin' On Lainy's Blogversary!!!

To those who've been waiting for Lainy's "gimmick" on her 2nd Blogversary, I should say this one is easier and more fun! :D

All you have to do is submit a slogan about "Why Did Baby React" as shown on the banner. I just submitted mine and it said:

"Ouch! Ewoks bit me! He's jealous of me! Waaahhhhh!".

To those who don't know who Ewoks is, he's Lainy's cute and cuddly dog whom the family treats like a baby. He doesn't want the attention taken from him so he bit the poor baby. LOL!


You can view the contest details on Lainy's blog. Just click on the banner to be redirected to Lainy's Musings' Contest. Enjoy!

Go Back To The Zoo!!!

This post is about a psychotic scumbag who loves to verbally attack a blogger who happens to be a friend of mine. Lerma of Twerlyn's Way of Thinking has enough of this B**TCH. Too bad Lerma has to deal with someone like her! Don't worry girl, we're here to back you up!

Geez! I couldn't believe someone like Janice Halim Negrosa a.k.a Zuveena even exists. You can click the image below to see how tactless and wicked she is.

Thanks dear Cuz and Windy for this streamer!!!

Have you read some of her comments? She's a downright moron, utterly obnoxious and disgusting! She kept bragging about her achievements when she showed none! A teacher without ethics! What she displayed was a disgrace of herself. The more you read her comments, the more you'll think she's CRAZY!

I took a peek at her blogs just so I would remember to not drop and even visit her sites at all. I hope you'll do the same.

To Zuveena, go back to the Zoo were you belong, aight??!!!

Suggestions For Fave Aunt's Birthday Gift...

My cousin Lainy's Mom, Aunt Rose, is celebrating her birthday soon. She was hoping that her upcoming birthday will be a blast. She wanted friends to be there and the Kuerdas Band to be performing live! Her wish is finally coming true! In fact, it's going to be sexy and so much party, party, party! Too bad I can't be there! :(

Her birthday is due this coming 1st of May. It will be held in the evening at Tropicana Beach Resort in GenSan where at the same time is the opening of the 2010 Bikini Open!!! Sizzling Hotttt, isn't it??? :D Kuerdas Band is going to perform live for the audience!

My favorite Aunt is turning 50, yet she doesn't look like her age. Maybe because of her happy and witty persona that keeps her young. Or does she order stuffs at http://www.topwrinklecream.org? I better ask. She's still beautiful and stunning! I am still thinking about what gift to give to her. Any suggestions???

No Job Interview This Week...:(

I just stayed at home in 2 days, waiting for a call from a company that I'm so interested to work at. It's the 3rd day of waiting in vain. I think they're not going to call at all. My cousin, Michelle, who works there told me that she already submitted my name for referral. She herself wondered why they didn't call. I haven't even submitted my resume. I guess I'm gonna have to walk-in as an applicant on April 30. It would have been easier if they just have me scheduled for the initial interview.

I was just home, watched TV and browsed the net for other possible jobs available where I can submit my resume. I didn't get too bored, actually. Although I didn't do much aside from doing the laundry and cleaning our room. I should have jogged in the mornings to at least get my blood to circulate properly. Instead, I kept the flabs in shape. LOL! I've been running out of ideas about loosing weight. I'm actually not doing anything about it. I should get a weight loss pill that works. Nah! I'm too stubborn to exercise. I better get me a better-paying job first so I can spend some money to get fit. :D

I'm gonna have to wait for next week for my job interviews. I hope I will pass! Wish me luck!

What's Up With Lainy's Blogoversary???

My cousin, Lainy of Lainy's Musings sent me this invitation few weeks ago.


I was surprised because I thought there's going to be a party for her blogoversary somewhere in GenSan and I can't come! When asked about it through YM chat, she just said LOL! :D

Very nice, cousin dear. Now I'm curious about what's going to happen on your blogoversary! Well, we all just gonna have to wait and see then on April 26, I guess, since you don't have any plans of telling me. You really are full of surprises, Te!!! :P

Happy Birthday, Windy!!!

W- itty

I - intelligent
N - aughty (sometimes) :D
D - esirable! (uhuh!)
Y - ou're the best!!!

Thank God we have met someone as kind and as exceptional as you are. You're one of a kind, Windy. You have such a great heart. May you continue to touch millions of lives.

Here's a wish of happiness for your birthday! I hope all your wishes come true!

May God bless you even more! Enjoy your day! :D

Missing Mom...

I haven't called my Mom over the phone this week. I hope she's doing fine. I was glad that the health card I gave her, which I got from my company, helped her with the hospital bills when she got confined at a hospital in GenSan a couple of weeks ago. I was surprised when she told me that after being confined for days because of her fever and constant coughing, she only paid more than P100.00 when she went out from the hospital.

That was indeed a relief to both of us. It's really good to have one of those health cards. It comes handy whenever you got health issues.

I wish I got that card for her when she had her hemorrhoid treated. I bet she spent a lot of money for that. If I should have known that there are other natural treatments which are available online, she should not have spent so much money for it. She also should not have undergone painful procedures. To those who needs hemorrhoid treatments, you can click here.

I miss my Mom. I better call her later tonight.

Dealing With A Looser...

I didn't come to work the other night. I was not feeling well and the thought of having to deal with my supervisor made me all the more sick and tired. I'm not having fun at work at all. Besides, I won't have the career growth that I've been trying to reach since I have a very incompetent supervisor. I don't trust the inconsistent scorecards that she's showing us. I have been working my a$ so hard and then I don't get the right scores? What's up with that? My colleagues and I don't deserve that!

These past 3 months, I almost had it! I was supposed to be promoted, but then because of one unintentional absence which was not explained to me, I wasn't able to make it. She didn't talk to me about it and she would just say, "moving forward...", that's one of her famous lines actually.

There was this instance that I became hysterical of the scorecard that she showed me because I knew for a fact that it wasn't right. I was really working so hard just to be promoted. And she has been showing a lot of inconsistencies for the past months already, I broke down and cried. My team mates witnessed it. When she said that "moving forward" line and that I will have to do good next month, I shouted at her! I wasn't able to control myself. I didn't care if everyone was looking at me. I said. "Anong moving forward? Mali 'tong scorecard na 'to! (What? Moving forward?? This scorecard is wrong!)". I think I scared her. She turned her back at me and went back to her station. She doesn't know how to explain and doesn't even do something about the issues. There were lots of instances that she showed her incompetence not only to me but also to my team mates.

She doesn't know how to decide for the team. If there's something that we ask her about, she would say, "I'll ask my boss". What the heck??? Aren't you a boss yet??? Even simple questions, she has to ask her boss!

She doesn't trust us. She obviously wanted to get rid of the people she hated in the team. Just last month, while I was on vacation, she reported incidents done by my colleagues which are subject for dismissal. She didn't review the reports. They were just plain suspicions without enough proof. My colleagues were suspended for weeks but were requested back in the production by the Human Resources officers since the allegations were false. My colleagues didn't do anything wrong at all. Good thing their suspension was paid since they were proven not guilty.

Days have gone by, our supervisor still haven't said something about what happened. I think she doesn't have the courage to apologize to us. She even told one of our colleagues that she's waiting for us to say sorry to her. The nerve! Sorry my A$$!!!

She's scared of confrontations. She thought that stabbing at her team's back by making false allegations will make her WIN. In the end, she just buried herself into a very embarrassing situation. She's one BIG LOOSER.

Two of our team mates already resigned. Most of us are planning to follow them, actually. There's no future for us in the company. Especially now that we're supervised by a person who doesn't have the capability of a LEADER. She doesn't have the skills at all. I wonder how she got promoted.

I don't really want to hate someone like this. I am a good person but I'm just a human being. She's done enough damage already. I tried to like her. I really did try, but she continuously give me reasons to dislike her. It seems like she doesn't care if people don't like her at all. She's hopeless! I hope the HR officers are not going to ignore this issue or else they will loose good employees like me.

Ready For Job Interviews...

I was done updating my resume! Congratulations to me! LOL!

After weeks of telling Joy, Rina and Julie (my friends at work), I was able to give time to update my resume. Now I'm ready to apply for a new job in different companies here in Metro Manila. I hope to be hired at a company that will provide better salary and benefits. I wanted to buy myself one of those nice digital cameras since my phone camera isn't working anymore. I hope I can be part of a company who has better supervisors! :D

A new environment will be my next resolution since I'm not getting career advancement on my present employer. I'm just sick and tired of the situation at work right now. I'm just looking forward to not having to deal with someone whom I don't like to even come across with. Geez! I'm becoming so hateful.

I'm now ready for job interviews! Wish me luck!

Not Exactly A Birthday Bash...

I ended up going home after watching the movie Clash Of The Titans last night. Joanne wanted to watch it in 3D so off we went to Market Market in Taguig City. That is after we had our meal at Chicken World in Glorietta. We actually wasn't able to finish up our meals since we were in a hurry for the movie. It felt like I just took supplements for weight loss since it really was a light meal! :D

I didn't go gaga over the movie at all because I really wasn't a fan of mythology. Not like the amusement I felt after watching Avatar which was starred by the same actor in Clash Of The Titans - Sam Worthington. He has this voice that's really manly and sexy, you know. I just love to listen to him whenever he delivers his lines. :D I will be making a different post about the movie later.

All in all, my birthday went just fine. It wasn't exactly a birthday bash. At least I had something to do on my natal day. As soon as I got home, I watched the movie Iron Man in HBO and dozed off to sleep. I hope next year's birthday will be much better, though.

Thanks to everyone who greeted me! :D

Birthday Blues...

I'm officially 27! Yey!

I started my day by doing my Church service early this morning. I thanked God for adding another year to my life. I feel blessed because I have been healthy all throughout the year. I hope for continuous health and happiness this year. Thank You, Lord for all the goodness!

I have received a lot of greetings from friends and relatives since 12 in the morning but not from my Mom and brothers yet. I bet they've forgotten about my birthday. Well, I still have all day to wait. Besides, my Mom is still in the hospital and my brother hasn't told me when I can call him so I can talk to her. My Mom doesn't have a phone that's why we seldom talk.

I'm just at home right now, in the midst of our dark room. It makes me feel the birthday blues all the more. Why do I feel sad when I should be celebrating, right? I'm getting old and I still haven't made my Mom become proud of me. And here I am, undecided with which career path to choose.

My room mate Joana and I are planning to go out and watch a movie later. That might light up my mood. I have to get out of here and do something memorable this day. Czarina won't be around because she went home to the province. It would've been better if she's here.

After the movie, Joana will go straight to work and I'll be left alone, again. I wonder where my feet will take me tonight. Sigh. I hate being alone on my birthday. :(

Summer Getaway Dilemma!

My colleagues and I were planning to go swimming on the end of this month. I really want to go out of town with them. I hope we could all come. Excluding the one who's uninvited. :D We all needed a relaxing treat for ourselves because of the stress brought by tension at work. It would be very nice to feel the warmth of the sea breeze and of course to go swimming and have fun with good friends!

I am thinking about the swim wear though. I still got a lot of flabs because of not doing exercises at all! I better do something for quick trim! Or else, I'm going to get me a swim wear to cover up those unwanted flabs! LOL! Grrr! This is what I get for being stubborn! Well, I think I still have time to trim down, do I? In my dreams!!! :D Sigh! What a dilemma!

A Beautiful Award From Ate Bing!

I haven't been tagged an award for quite sometime. And receiving such an award from my one of my most admired blogger is very flattering.

Bingkee of I Love/Hate America whom I fondly call Ate Bing is a blogger who's intelligent and honest and it basically shows on each of her articles. Unfortunately, some people just don't like her honesty. They are the hypocrites and the "negas" (negative people) who are narrow-minded and not open to other people's idea. There are a lot of them actually. Not only in the Blogosphere but in real life.

Let's just not mind these people, Ate Bing, because they're sad, pathetic human beings who doesn't have anything to do with their lives but to bash their bitterness to happy people like us! :D

The tag asks me to say 7 things about me. So here it goes:

1. I love to eat steamed corn kernels. Whenever I find one in the grocery store or just around the corner of a street, I really get tempted to buy one.
2. I don't like noisy-self centered people. They irritate me.
3. I want to find a good job that can pay me better so that I can take all my Mom's worries away.
4. I was given an award at work for not being absent for the whole year last year. Too bad the company don't have incentives for perfect attendance.
   
5. I'm a musician.
6. I love Starbuck's coffee mocha Frap! I'm craving for one right now.:D
7. I'm a good listener but sometimes I also wanna be heard.
   

Here's the award Ate Bing tagged me:

Isn't it nice? Thank you so much Ate Bing!

I want to tag the following beautiful bloggers:

Nova of Angels in My Life
Recel of My Written Xpressions
Lira of Tasteful Voyage
LJ of Lady Java Life's Pages
S-H-Y of A Woman's World

Enjoy life!

Say No To Stress!!!

I'm trying too hard to overcome stress. It's getting the better off of me lately. The atmosphere at work has been getting tensed. Aside from the queue calls that we have been receiving each day, we have to deal with our incompetent boss. My pimples are not getting any better and I'm having hair fall already. That's what happens when women get stressed out, right? I'm undergoing hair loss treatment now and trying to manage stress. I don't want to go bald because of this rubbish. It's not worth it, really.

Instead of thinking about work, I might as well find other things to do later. My laundry isn't done yet. My room mate, Joanna, wanted us to see the movie "Clash Of The Titans" later. I thought it's a good idea. I need to go out and have some fun!

Villar's Endorser...:D

Manny Villar is Noynoy Aquino's biggest rivalry for presidency this coming election. Since the May 2010 election is fast approaching, presidential campaign is really heating up.

In one of those campaigns of the Aquinos', this unfortunate event happened. Little did they know that the family actually have a secret campaign endorser. This is actually one of the funniest campaign blooopers ever caught on cam!

Hah! Got ya Baby James!You're a silly baby! LOL

Came Across Another MLM Scheme...

My friends and I went to Enterprise Building along Ayala Avenue yesterday after an exhausting day at work. We went to see the part time job that our friend suggested. We all thought that it was an online job only to find out that it's a Multi-Level Marketing scheme.

MLM is really good if you focus on it. I have been through this kind of invitations before and because of past experiences, I did not sign up on the next invitations. Now I've come across one of these opportunities again. I'm really not sure if I can say YES to this one. Here are the reasons why I'm having second thoughts:

1. I don't have the money to invest for it.
2. I need to have enough time to learn the product and must go through trainings to be able to sell the products and encourage people to join. With my 11-hours schedule at work, I don't think I can do this.
   
3. I must give my 100% commitment and have determination in order to embrace the vision of the company if I want to succeed.
   

The company is called USANA. It's an international company and the products they sell are really good products. They've got vitamins and minerals. They have supplements for liver and heart and any other supplements that's essential for healthy living.

The business side and how to earn in the company was also presented to us yesterday and it's really convincing. Besides, I really want to use the products because they seem effective. The one who invited us, Jeremy, told us how he was able to lose weight when he used one of the products. He even showed before and after pictures of himself. Yeah, he really did lose so much weight. If I were his buddy, I would have suggested for him to go to the gym or take best muscle supplements because he doesn't look macho to me at all! But he's cute! :D

Nah! I better give myself time to think about it. I don't want to invest into something that I can't give my 100% commitment. It will take a lot of time to do that because I also need to save money for it. Sigh!

Busy Mind...

I still don't have enough sleep. I keep my mind busy again. I'm aware that this is going to worsen my pimples. I'll get tired of thinking too much later anyways and probably doze off to la-la-land before I knew it. Yeah, get some sleep, Ally or else you'll get yourself into nodular acne treatment if you don't get some beauty rest. LOL! Why am I talking to myself this way?

I just have a lot of things in my mind right now. My brother, Alex, texted me this morning and told me that our Mom is sick. She has cough but doesn't have fever. I bet her allergy took it's toll on her again. I'm glad my brothers were there to take care of her. I hope she'll get well soon. I feel guilty again for not being there for her.

I wish I have enough money so that I won't have to work here in Manila. But I really don't have a choice. I won't be able to find a job in GenSan that will pay better than the company where I am currently employed. My salary is even not enough to give me better life and help me save some money. Me and my friends are actually in search for a part time job. I hope we can find one good opportunity.

I hate going to work lately because I don't like seeing my supervisor's face. Nah! I know I should not be hating someone like this. But I really don't like her anymore. She's the worst supervisor I've ever worked with. She's incompetent. I wonder how she got promoted. I'm thinking about quitting my job because I'm really getting stressed out with her!

Sigh! I'm getting confused with what to do with my life. I hope I can decide soon!

"Terrified" - My Version

I really love the song when I heard Didi Banami, one of the American Idol contestants, sang this during Hollywood week. So I searched for the song and made my own version of it. :D

My entry for this week's Music Monday is called "Terrified" - a song composed and originally sang by Kara Diogardi. I hope you all like it!

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Enjoy!

Money Rant...

There are still a lot of things that I need to acquire for our little home here in Pasay. Yet I don't have enough money to purchase them. I still have to wait for my payouts at work so that I can purchase the things gradually. I need to buy bed covers, outdoor rugs, a curtain, and other home necessities. I just want to make our lives comfortable.

Joanna haven't brought her executive fridge yet, and I'm still waiting. I don't want to pressure her to bring it here from Bulacan but once we have the fridge, we won't have to buy ice cubes from the outside all the time. It's summer time and we really need cold drinks to keep our cool. I am also planning to buy a blender because I always crave for iced coffee and smoothies. If I only have the money, I also would want to buy an aircondition unit. It's too warm here because of the season. Sigh! If I only have the money, life would have been easier.

Top 10 EC Droppers of March 2010

My Top 10 Entrecard Droppers of March 2010

Cooking Japanese Style
Winesworld The Amateurs Wine Guide
Rambling Stuff
Go Las Vegas Baby!
The Way I See It
Vegetable Garden
English Wilderness: Nature Photography
comatised
Crimsonsparkle.net
In This Life Of Ours

I would like to say
for all the LOVIN'!!! Keep droppin'!!! :D

God bless everyone!

Looking Forward To Better Days...

I woke up early tonight which is not actually the usual. Our mattress needed to be folded early because I have to finish up my online chores. Guess what? I was able to make a video for my Music Monday! I'll get it posted tomorrow! I'm quite excited for you all to see it! :D

I'll be dragging myself again to work later. Sigh! I feel like I don't have the heart to keep up with my job anymore. The situation at work is really not getting any better at all. Most of my team mates don't come to work anymore. Another one of them resigned couple of days ago. I'm hearing others planning to leave the company, too. How sad, isn't it? My colleagues and I still don't have good relationship with our boss. She doesn't seem to care at all. And whenever we make fun with each other just to brush off the tension, she felt like were talking behind her back! How pathetic!

Geez! I still look forward to better days, though...

I Need To Bring Back The RAM In Me!

Payday have come and the pay was almost gone. :D I have bills to pay every end of the month that's why. Besides, my salary isn't that high to give me a luxurious life. Just enough for me to go by the days until my next payout.

I just bought some groceries as soon as I got my pay and hurriedly got the receipt formulated from the cashier's epson receipt printer then headed home. I didn't give myself a chance to look around to window shop because I don't want to get tempted to buy anything else. Sigh. I think it's time for me to look for high paying job, right? And here I am still haven't updated my resume.

I'm really scared of going outside my comfort zone. I hope I'd be able to push myself to take that risk. I used to be a risk taker. I think I lost that personality when I became boring.

I should bring back all these characteristics! I should remind myself of being an ARIES!

I need to bring back the RAM in me!

Who Does Jennifer Anniston Date This Time???

Why does this woman get all the gourgeous, hotttt men??? :D Well, I don't have to ask, do I? Jennifer Aniston is an utterly beautiful lady. But with all these hunks who got linked to her romantically or maybe just a fling, I wonder why none of them took her seriously after Brad Pitt who actually, after seven years, left her for Angelina Jolie.

Is it because she loved her career so much more than conceiving and taking care of her own lovely babies? Is she infertile? I really don't have answers to that. All I know is that a lot of women envy her because she gets all the gorgeous hunks!

After Brad Pitt, she was linked to several men - Vince Vaughn, Orlando Bloom, Kevin Conolly, John Mayer, God knows who else! Now she's dating Gerard Butler!

She's one very lucky chick!

sources: http://www.thehollywoodgossip.com/2010/03/jennifer-aniston-and-gerard-butler-the-tease-continues/; http://www.entertainmentwise.com/photos/42862/13/Jennifer-Anistons-Men

Not In The Mood To Fool Anyone...

Sleeping for hours yesterday gave me a lot of energy in doing my chores today. I felt like I'm a fully charged battery! :D

I was able to clean up my room, take care of the clutters, do my laundry, was able to do some online chores. Before the end of the day, I was able to go to Church. Well, that's one thing I should not miss doing! I basically go to Church on Thursdays and Saturdays of every week.

Before making this post, I practiced some songs on my guitar. One of those songs I might feature on Music Monday next week. I haven't posted my own cover of a popular song on this blog lately. I can't promise that I can make a post of a cover on Monday but I'll try.

It's about 12 midnight tonight. It's really a quiet night here. I'm listening to Michael Buble's song entitled "Hold On". It a very relaxing yet sad song. I'm just trying to fall asleep now. I wish this day takes a bit longer. It's the 1st day of April. I'm not in the mood to fool anyone. But to those who want to make the most out of it, you still have until 12noon later on to do it. April 1 still hasn't ended in other parts of the world.

I hope you guys have fun today!