Waiting For Mr. Right...

I feel lonely tonight. I'm missing somebody. I don't even know if that somebody misses me. I'm being pathetic again. Sigh. I have to suppress this feelings because I know I'd end up unhappy. I don't know why but it seems like being in a relationship doesn't work for me. It makes my life complicated. That's why as much as possible, I don't want to get involved with someone. It's just this vulnerable heart that keeps getting me in trouble.

I hope I'll just forget about everything that has been said and done. It's not the right time for us. I have to just move on and keep myself busy.

I hope I'd get a callback from the company I applied for last week. So that I can keep my mind off from whoever makes me sleepless lately. I need to move on and make myself productive.

I'll go back to working out beginning tomorrow. I haven't visited the gym for a month now. I need to get back in shape because who knows? I'd come across Mr. Right someday. Sigh! How come he hasn't arrived yet??? :(

Patiently Waiting For The Final Call

I'm getting really bored with my life already. I know I shouldn't complain since I have been doing a lot of Church activities. It's just that it's different if you're jobless. Emerson hasn't called yet. I still have until around 5 o'clock in the afternoon to wait. Anyway, they said that they'll be calling me this week but didn't give out the specific day. I really hope they'd call today.

I miss working on a desk, i miss joining some corporate meetings and putting on name badges on bigger conferences. Even though it's quite stressful being in a corporate job but I find it really challenging.

I don't want to entertain any negative vibes. I'll just wait for the call until Friday, I guess. Sigh. I need a job now. I promise I won't mess it up this time!

Rainy Days And A Final Job Interview

It's raining outside. I guess the typhoon Chedeng hasn't left our country yet. Although it's raining cats and dogs here lately, the weather temperature does not seem to be cold. And yet summer is almost over.

I just wanna mumble because I can't sleep. I just got home from my final job interview. It was a phone patch with the American interviewer, Mark. He's seemed very kind over the phone. I keep getting good comments from him every now and then during interview. I hope I'd get a positive feedback about what just happened. I'm hoping to get the job. Money is already running out. LOL! I'm keeping my fingers crossed!

My Mom is sleeping like a child right now. I'll be creeping in bed beside her later. I hope she won't wake up very early or else I'll not get enough sleep again today. :D

I hope it's not gonna rain anymore later today. My Mom wants us to go out. I need to take her to where she'll not get bored. She's gonna be around until June 5. I hope we won't quarrel a lot. :D

I need to get some rest now. Goodnight or good day every one!

My Mom Is Back From KL Trip!

I fetched my Mom at the airport early this morning. I'm glad to see her again after her 5-day trip to Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia. I was a bit worried while she was there. She doesn't seem to have the energy to have endured a long and tiring trip. I'm happy she made it and I'm really glad she had fun during the tour!

She told me stories about how wonderful Malaysia is. She broke her camera so she wasn't able to take pictures of the place. Her friends got cameras though and promised to give her some copies of the pictures that they took in Kuala Lumpur. Her stories about her tour now makes me want to travel to Malaysia too. I will have to save some money for that.

For now, I'm happy that I'm with my Mom again. She got really exhausted from the trip and is currently sleeping. I wonder what we're gonna do tomorrow and the following days to make her stay here in Manila memorable! Oh, I will have to make an invitation to a friend of mine,Raquel, regarding that. Maybe she's got a good idea of a nice place that we can go to. I'm already excited! :D

A Visit To Manila Zoo

Last Saturday, it was Iglesia Ni Cristo's 1st Unity Game. I have posted on my other blog about my participation by running a 400 meter-dash which almost made me collapse on the track! LOL!

Anyway, after that run, I went with Church friends (Irene, Jhong, Junnel and Jeff) in Manila Zoo. It was my first time to visit the zoo after more than 3 years of living here in Manila. :D I had fun checking out the animals. Most of all, I had a great time with my friends!









I actually have been going out lately. Who says being jobless could be boring? I'm lucky to have friends to spend great moments with!

Pimples And A Final Job Interview

I just received a good news today! The company I applied for this past 2 weeks called me up and told me I'm on for a final interview on Friday! I'm so glad I passed the 2 interviews. I hope I'll finally make it on friday. So help me, God!

I'm not really bored lately. I've been a bit busy the past days. It's just that I'm running out of money already and it's about time to get me a job! :D

I have to have some money to pay my bills, pay for my rent, buy some important personal stuffs like dresses and shoes (LOL!), and I also have to consult a dermatologist to remove some of the unwanted acne on my face and the blackheads on nose! Sigh! I'm getting tired of this. Pimples just keep bulging on my face. I'm actually waiting for the pills to work. I hope I'm not waiting in vain.

I don't want to get stressed out because I know anxiety is going to just increase the growth of acne. I should keep my calm and patience and see if the pills is gonna work. I don't want to look ugly during my final interview on Friday!

Breaking News: Mother Dear In Manila Today

I just came from the airport where I fetched my Mom. She's going to Malaysia tomorrow for a tour. I'm glad she grabbed an opportunity like this. It's about time for her to enjoy her life and not think about her worries back in the province. We actually haven't talked that much yet because she's too sleepy when we got here in the apartment.

I don't know what her plans are for today. I think she wanted to watch a movie by Aga Muhlach and Angel Locsin. I'm not a fan of Angel Locsin but I love Aga Muhlach. If ever my Mom won't change her mind, I'm going to watch the movie with her tonight then. :)

She's going to be leaving for Malaysia tomorrow and will be back here in Manila after their 5-days tour. She's gonna be staying here for 9 days after her Malaysia trip. It's quite a while. I hope everything is gonna go well between the two of us here in Manila. :D

Honestly, I love that she's here! :D

Disappointed With Starbucks

I've been a fan of Starbucks! I like, best of all, the taste of their coffee. I now seldom purchase my favorite Grande Java Chip Frappe, but whenever I have money, I would always crave for one!

I like their service too. The way they call out my name when my coffee is ready to be served! And how their crews give that smile when the hand over to me my orders! I love the ambiance especially if it isn't the rush hour.

I felt disappointed when I heard the news about Starbucks getting sued because of firing a newly-hired barista just because she's a dwarf. According to the news, the barista asked for a stool or a metal step stool so she can perform her duties well. Apparently her request was not granted and got fired. Not a good idea, really!

I hope Starbucks will learn from this and will give equal opportunity to their employees.

Getting Ready For A Job Interview

I just finished practicing for a job interview tomorrow. I hope I'll nail it. I'm just so bored with my life right now and I'm running out of cash in my pocket. LOL! I need to get a job ASAP!

Wish me luck! I need to take a good night sleep now! It's going to be a big day tomorrow!

Goodnight everyone! :)

A Night With Church Friends

I went out with Church friends last night. I haven't been doing anything at all the previous week. So I went ahead and had fun with friends. I was glad I didn't think twice about joining them last night. :D

We went to a friend's house to eat and chat. It wasn't anyone's birthday party. We just hang out. No liquor served. It was just a simple get-together. I hope we do a lot of these or it would be better if I receive birthday party invitations this month as well!

Here are some of the pictures we took last night!






I just can't help but smile whenever I browse the pictures. I really had fun last night! :D

Lazy And Stubborn Me

Lazy and stubborn! I hate feeling this way. I can't even bring myself to the gym to exercise. I've been a total bum! Sigh! But when I feel like working online, I submit my resume to companies online. I actually have job interviews scheduled for next week. I hope I can make it and finally decide about what I'm really gonna do with my life!

I feel like crying right now. I just don't have anyone to talk to and I can't sleep! I've been like this the past couple of days. I'm thinking about buying a bottle of beer but too scared to get drunk by myself. LOL! Am I going crazy? I hope not. :D

Make You Feel My Love - MM

I've been listening to Adele's songs lately. I just love listening to her voice and her songs are really great! Here's one of my favorites, Make You Feel My Love. I hope I can make a version of this song soon!

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The Boring Fight Of Manny Pacquiao

Pacquiao's fight with Mosley today was the most boring fight I've ever watched! I bet those who have seen it will agree. When he got almost knocked out by Pacquiao on the 3rd round, it was obvious that he got nervous about it and it affected his performance in the entire bout. All he did was protect himself from the strong fists of Manny. And it just got really boring! LOL!

Oh well, I've always been proud of Manny. He always bring pride to our country whenever he fights! Go Manny Pacquiao! We love you!

Always Caught In The Middle...

I'm now thinking twice about going home. Sigh. It's hard to leave friends here in Manila. It also feels like I have found my comfort zone here. I live right behind the our chapel and I am able to do my church obligations without the hazard of commuting. I have my own room and own rules. I will really miss being here when I'm back in GenSan.

I also have to take care of my things which I will have to bring with me when I move out of my apartment. I'm thinking selling some of my appliances so there wouldn't be too much things to pack. I don't have a samsung lcd yet but I'm planning to buy one when I'm settled in GenSan. I just have few appliances to sell. It will help me financially if I choose not to keep them.

The packing and the travel back to GenSan is making me feel tired just thinking about doing them. Not to mention the sadness that I'll feel once that day comes. Well, que sera, sera, whatever will be, will be. I really don' t know what to do with my life. I'm always caught in the middle.

The Wedding (Jayson and Shane)

A week has passed after my homecoming. I've been too lazy and I know I owe you an update of what happened during my cousin's wedding last week.

All I can say is, it was indeed an amazing wedding! I can't believe that it was just a month of preparation! For me, it was perfect! Kudos to everyone who was behind the success of the wedding ceremony and reception. Especially to my beautiful and ever reliable cousin, Lainy! She's the sister of the groom and the one in-charge of everything about the wedding!

Posing with the wedding planner, Lainybelle!:D

Here are some of the photos taken on the event!

The wedding prep at the mansion:

busy Lainy...

The wedding ceremony

The cocktail party at the reception

And the party went on! :D

Congratulations to the newly wedded couple, Jayson and Shane! God bless! I love you both!

Dreaming Of A New York Tour

Baby, I'm from New York
Concrete jungle where dreams are made of
There's nothing you can't do
Now you're in New York
These streets will make you feel brand new
Big lights will inspire you
Hear it for New York, New York, New York!

That's some of the lyrics from Alicia Keys' song New York. I have heard this song several times and is actually one of my favorite! It makes me dream of how beautiful life would be if you live in New York City.

Who doesn't dream in going to New York City? Who wouldn't want to see the amazing landmarks like the Madison Square Garden, the famous Statue of Liberty, some beautiful parts of Manhattan and other beautiful places in NYC? It would be nice to experience New York Tours which will take you to places you've never been before. While learning the history of NYC, you're seated comfortably in a motor coach, fully escorted and will take you to different destinations and beautiful historic sites in NYC.

This is what's offered by Manhattan Comprehensive. They will take you to beautiful parts of New York in a day. And even make you enjoy a delicious lunch at one of New York's Italian restaurants the Grotta Azzurra.

I have never been to NYC but I always dream of being able to get there. If only someone can get me a free ride! :D