One year and 5 months... That's how long it is now. Not long enough though like the others. How come it doesn't feel the same way anymore? There's no more enthusiasm, no more excitement. I used to have those feelings. I used to yearn just being with you. How come the feeling's not there anymore?
I've had a lot of realizations the past days. I just couldn't see myself being in the "situation" anymore. I feel like really giving up. But still not sure if it's the right thing to do.
You can't blame me. That's for taking me for granted a lot of times.
I just want to be loved. Is that too much to ask?
Sigh. One year and five months... Should I still be counting?