I haven't really been around with my friends lately. I mean my "real friends". My best friend, Czarina, is already miles away. She's back in the province and we haven't seen each other for years. Geez! I couldn't think about the last time we saw each other. It feels like it's a long time ago already. How I miss that girl.
I have few friends that I also haven't seen for like a lifetime just because I'm really busy with what's going on with my life right now. I somehow feel bad because these are the friends that I really treasure. And whenever we plan and arrange a meet up, I'm always the one who backs out at the last minute. Not because I wanted to. It's just that something really important comes up and I don't have a choice but leave them hanging. Although most of the time, they understood.
I like my busy schedule to be quite honest. It keeps me occupied and focused. And I feel very productive when I'm busy especially when it's for the Church. I feel happy about serving the Lord. I'd feel more guilty if I chose to hang out with friends than do my duties and obligations at Church. I would always choose the latter.
As for my friends, I know they will always understand. We will remain friends anyway because I know for a fact the they will always going to be there for me no matter what. And I'm just lucky to have understanding and forgiving friends. I hope to see them and be able to hang out with them sometime soon.