A Better Me On 2012

It may seem that I ended my year broken hearted because of my previous post but don’t worry guys, I’m fine and feeling much better. Kido and I agreed to stay as friends and enjoy our company with each other until he figures out what he really wanted. Like I said in the previous post, he needed time to grow up. I just don’t think I can wait long enough. I got to be honest, I’m still hoping but I know myself better. I’ll just wait until I get tired which I know will not take much longer.

Anyway, I want to start a happy post this year. Let me tell you that I had fun spending time with Kido’s family on New Year’s Eve. I know it's funny. Yeah, I was there! :D I love his family. And I feel very much part of it already. Kido and I still looked like we’re a couple. His family didn’t have any idea that we’re not together anymore. I don’t know how they will feel if they’d know about what happened between us. I’ll leave it all to Kido. It wasn’t I who broke it off anyway.

Although I’m hoping that we’re going to be together again, I also have my own plans in case it will not happen anymore. I can make a new beginning – a much stronger me. I won’t look for somebody new after Kido. I’ll give myself another chance to enjoy being single again and make future plans without someone else. I’m used to this anyway. I’ve been independent for years. So I know that I’ll survive this heartbreak. :)

This year, I’m hoping to be happier. Even if I have to live alone again. I hope there will be better opportunities for me. I’ll focus on my career and my Church obligations and just enjoy life. I might go home to the province twice this year. I miss my family.

This year should be a new beginning for me. It's gonna be a better me on 2012! To find someone to love? I think I better wait until I’m ready.

Happy New Year guys!

Where To Spend My New Year's Eve?

Holidays are coming but I still don’t know how I’m going to spend it. I won’t be home for Christmas or New Year ’s Eve because I don’t have enough money to spend for my plane ride home. It would be very expensive especially this time of the year.

I miss my folks back in the province though. This is not the first time that I won’t be spending the upcoming holidays with them but I really feel that it’s important to be with the family during this season. Sigh.

I miss hearing my Mom’s voice even if it’s irritating sometimes. I miss my favorite sweet Aunts - Tita Rose and Tita Almeda and my cousins. I miss hearing them laugh and chat loudly with each other even if it gets annoying sometimes. LOL! I miss my brothers whom I sneak off and puff cigars with without letting our Mom know and talk about our lives for a little while. Ah! Even if we don’t stand each other most of the time, family is still family, you know.

I know I’m getting mellow-dramatic again. I just haven’t seen them for a while now. How I wish I’m a rich girl who can afford to go home anytime I want.

Anyway, my boyfriend already invited me to spend the New Year’s Eve with his family. I’m thinking twice about going though. I’m friends with his family and I’m okay with them, I guess. Just thinking about it makes me feel anxious already because it’s going to be my first time to spend the New Year’s Eve with a boyfriend and his family.

Nah! I am yet to make up my mind. :)

Welcome 2011!

The year 2010 is about to end. There are a lot of things to be thankful for before this year ends: good health, great friends, loving family! Thank You, Lord, for being with me all throughout the year! I'm ready for 2011, dear Lord! May You continue to provide countless blessings to my family, friends and yours truly! You are so good to me, dear Father! I give You back all the glory and honor. Amen.

Enjoy the New Year everyone! :D

Welcome Year 2010!!!

Good Morning!!! Let me start this day by saying

Happy New Year to everyone!!!

It's the first day of 2010. I have spent my New Year's Eve with my best friend, Czarina. It's our first time to spend it here in Manila. Both of us hoped we were with our loved ones in the province. We miss our family. It's really different when spending this special occasion with loved ones, actually.

Anyway, Czarina made delicious home cooked meals - bulalo and chicken caldereta. We went to the mall in the afternoon to watch a movie, unfortunately, the cinemas closed early because of the Holiday.

Waited in vain...

We didn't think about it and we got disappointed when we left. Before the mall closed, Czarina was able to buy a laptop bag for me. It's her year-end gift for me! I love it!

All smiles for my new bag!!! :D

We went home and ate and waited for midnight to strike. We played along with her dogs.


Drank a little of the white wine we bought while staring at the fireworks display on the rooftop. Good thing her room is at the top of the 3-storey building. We got to enjoy the the beautiful fireworks display last night. It was deafening but was beautiful outside. Even though I'm a bit sick, I didn't mind the smell of the firecrackers.

You can view how amazing the fireworks look on my other blog here.

May God bless our 2010!!!